It's one month until I recieve my maths results...*panics*
Anyways, I seem to have not yet entered the Christmas spirit, but I am sure it will hit me soon.
Today was the first proper day back to school which was less than fun. Why are girls so mean? I hope they get better as you get older but somehow, I doubt it. In maths today, JR who sits behind JB and myself decided to ask questions about her having seen JB with JL yesterday.
Now in this, I might sound like I don't much like either JB or JL, but that isn't really true, these are just my inner feelings about life and stuff so I can rant here and not at their faces pissing them off or destroying my friendships.
JB has been my closest friend for a long time, and hopefully for a long time looking forward. JR however, I cannot stand, the feeling is mutual.
She is an arrogant, stuck-up little so and so. I do not honestly see how she has so many "friends" witht he amount of things she says behind their backs, but each to their own. So when she started questioning JB, you cn tell she is being bitchy. Bringing LF into it, between them they do not have a good reputation. So today they took it out on JB. I ignored it for a while, that sounds mean, but if they think JB won't fight back they will only bully her more, But eventually it got to the point where I couldn't stand it, and it wasn't even directed at me.
They started out just asking and then laughing at some comment made sideways between them that we couldn't hear. Followed by JB refusing to answe anything at which point they made it personal. Cat-calling her name behind her, making comments about "how on EARTH did SHE get a boyfriend?" and just generally being mean. It got to the point where JB was crying and niether me nor NK (another mutual friend) could stand it. At this point NK told the girls behind us to leave her alone, a threat they blatently ignored. At which point BR joined in, asking what was going on, I have it on good authority that BR is not a mean person, which was proved when she told her friends behind us to leave JB alone. Which was again ignored.
EJ then decided to join in on their side, talking about things JB had refused to say, like JL's name, age, DOB etc etc. I decided enough was enough. I told EJ to be quiet and mind her own business, to which she replied with something like "its a free country", I told her, that she was so against things being spread about her so maybe she shouldn't spread things, "what goes around comes around" as they say. Then I turned back to the b****es behind us and told them to leave JB alone. To which they asked why and I replied "because she obviously doesn't want to talk about it with you", getting back " we're only asking". To this I said "you're just, just cruel, leave her alone" giving a look of contempt and pity. I was slightly proud of the confused look that crossed both faces, of course I think they were still talking about JB but they stopped bugging her directly. And I couldn't prove that they were talking about her therefore there was nothing I could do about it.
It spoiled my day.
I hate school.
They "cliques" are impossible to deal with. Some people, mainly the so-called 'popular' girls refuse to see reason and it is very frustrating.
I hope things are different in the real world, but I doubt it. I just hope people like JR and LF realize they have to change to survive, people do not take kindly to arrogance, ever.
I now there will always be insufferable people, I aspire to do better than them. If only to be able to stick my middle finger up at them and go "F**k you". At least people like this might be more avoidable as I get older. Not being forced to sit with them in lessons might help out a little.
